Am I getting emotionally abused?

My mom is the most toxic person ever. She hit me yesterday because I closed the door and she was talking too loud while I was doing my homework. She hit and slapped me while I was having a panic attack today , the reason I had a panic attack, I honestly don’t know if it was panic or anxiety but its happened because I can’t deal with her. I’ve recently had a severe attack because the amount of school work I’ve been having. I’ve been wanting to see a therapist and she won’t let me. My anxiety has gotten sooo bad in the past couple of days. I tried to kill myself twice when I was 12. Now that I’m 16 I wish I would get run over or something.
Am I getting emotionally abused?
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