Lol I know I’m being too paranoid. I’m single FYI. Yet I’m worried. I loved my D cup boobs I can choose to wear a lightly padded bra or double padded bra. I can also be a DD cup or a F cup. But I heard that it’s possible that after breastfeeding the breast size might stay big but that depends some women shrink back to normal size while some stay large. I hope mine will shrink back to Ds if I’m a F cup I won’t be able to wear padded bras because that will make my boobs too huge.