Am I a bad husband for wishing my wife was someone else?

Anonymous
She’s a good wife but she’s not the one I wanted to be with. I still think about this other woman all the time. I even wish the kids I had with my wife were with this woman too. Everything is fine in the relationship but I never felt the passion with the one I married compared to the one I love. I didn’t really smile at the wedding and I barely proposed and honestly it was out of pressure because we are only compatible on paper. For whatever reason she thinks I’m the best human being on earth but I’m not giddy to see her. My wife could literally divorce tomorrow and I wouldn’t feel a thing
Am I a bad husband for wishing my wife was someone else?
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