Since then, they're together. But I still haven't deleted her or her mother from my Facebook (both very quietly mean people) because I want them to see how much better I've been doing. But lately, I've been having feelings about her. Like, I regret getting with her. I lost my virginity to her and she lost hers to me and I just regret it. Wish it was to someone else.
Now, someone who was so low down will be tied to my first time forever. Also, while I miss her, I don't want her back after how she played with my heart but I want to know.. why am I thinking about her? I can't stand her, her mother or her father.
As a matter of fact, after a trip with her new boyfriend she felt the need to inbox me because she wanted to "all of a sudden" get her stuff when I begged her for months to remove it. So yea, there's a rundown. Answer please. Thanks. And Happy New Year.
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bro..I feel ya man... this was almost literally the same situation with my ex.. honestly, you may not want to be with her but you still will have feelings for her, she was your first... almost every guy remembers their first.. it takes a good while to gt over her, the best thing you can do is to just delete her and remove her 100% from your life. I learned that the hard way (unlucky enough to be seated alphabetical... I'm a p, she's a q). and you'll also find it easier if you can get another girlfriend. once you've found someone else, it's so much easier to completely detach your old feelings. -hope this helps1THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE