I don't know how to flirt with girls anymore or joke around with guys...
I did just recently try talking to girls again, didn't go so we. They just got quiet and had that look of well that conversation didn't go anywhere, or they look at me like I'm weird Because I don't know what to say or how to tease girls.
Which is weird Because I was funny funny and quick witted. I use to be. Not anymore.
Guys just tell me to calm down, I'm not even angry or stressing my voice.
Ex: Someone rips a page out of a puzzle book. Half the page is missing.
Guy says: "hey it helps if you tear out the whole page."
I say: "Wasn't me." don't stress it or anything I just state it.
Guy: "Calm down man, I was just f***ing with you."
I'm f***ing lost, I don't know why he though I was freaking out about something I didn't care about.
Reverse: I didn't answer him the next time Because I really didn't care, He'd say the exact same thing. That kinda pissed me off.
So I don't know what I'm doing anymore outside of a text book or school.
Weirdest f***ing part, Everyone like me. more people know me then I know them. they joke with me and invite me out but when I get there it's like... oh yeah your awkward...
Long story short, I'm at ground zero with social skills.
I know what everyone is gonna say, Start over again.. Go hang out with them. Talking with girls again hanging with guys again.
Problem is I have zero interests, I've been so focused on succeeding.
Sports... don't follow... movies... don't watch...
My day consists of working out, studying, eating and sleeping.
I dug a pretty deep hole.
Where do I even begin?