How to Survive When Life Gets Rough...

QueenofSexyFoxes
How to Survive When Life Gets Rough...

It wouldn't let me update without a pic so I chose something silly. Personally the corn looks better.

I dunno why I decided to write this. I guess I just wanted to help one person. I will summarize my story and then give advice (scroll down if you dont wanna read).l

I have depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. I can be soo happy and then I just dont give a damn. When I was young we moved to the US. I was heavily bullied and started to eat. I got fat and got more bullying from home. I had no friends. Till high school. I was mugged and nearly kidnapped I dated but was only used sexually. I got raped by a boyfriend and this caused me to spiral out of control. I tried to die more than once but I just couldnt. I lost religion and everything. I hated everything especially myself. I was fat ugly and stupid. Or so I presumed. I moved in with this asshole who made me feel worse. I wanted to drink, to smoke and just forget.

One day I decided I had enough. I left everything. Got a new job and stopped with the destructive behaviour. Started focusing on school and trying to be optimistic. I dont truly feel at peace with myself but im trying and thats all that matters.

END OF SAPPY STORY

Advice #1 Baby Steps:

I started slowly by trying to retalk to my parents which went to asking to move back in which lead to telling my roomie to fuck off. But first I had to change my mindset.

How to change that?

I've always been negative. The world fucking sucks etc. Thing is this doesn't really help. Yeah the world sucks but there are good people who make it less shitty. Mine was my councillor. She made me feel like it was okay.

Wake up. Try to think positive. Its hard I swear it is. I still relapse and thats okay. Its okay to fall and to fail. Its okay to cry. As long as you get back up again. The world doesn't care about your pain but thats okay because someone out there does. Please dont die. Survive and thrive. And live with love :)

How to Survive When Life Gets Rough...
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