Burning. Scratching. Bruising. Cutting, etc...Who's done it?.. Why? Who's "fault...?"
I don't mean to sound blunt or like I don't care.. Because I do. I really do. But please, let's talk. Open up to me. I'm fourteen. I've been.. Self harming for the past ... 6 years?.. Why? Well. In return for your stories, I'll tell a small portion of mine.
I've been raped. Molested. Abused. Beat. Neglected.
Since I was four.
I never really knew what love was.
I turned numb to the physical pain. Stopped caring. Didn't know what else to do. One day, I ended up finding my head against a wall. Sobbing as I clutched my bloody lip. And I banged. Hard. My head against the wall. Put a hole in it. Found out that stress led to me pulling out hair. I burned my skin. Because it helped. It felt good. It felt comforting..I watched my skin bubble. 5. When I was 6 I found out that my nails could do damage. I use to bite a lot. Or pick the cuticles of my nails to make them bleed. Bite and pick my lip just to taste and smell and see blood. Then I found a sharpener. Need I go on? Stories are unbelievably... Hard to say. I know. You don't have to go into detail..just tell me. I am here to listen.
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