people here seem to care a lot about one another
so i think i might aswell share some of my demons.
so yeah, I've been bullied for years. and now I'm really self cautious. but hey, i like the punkrock style, so a while ago i dyed my hair blue. and ever since random peeps have been laughing at me. It's funny how the farmers here aren't used to anything. i live in holland in 'friesland' and i really think i'm the only person with blue hair in this entire province. i feel like not going outside anymore. if i stay inside at least no one can laugh at me. at the dentist yesterday in the waiting room, was this stupid woman with her daughter, and she kept looking at my hair and back at her daughter and they both started laughing. and honeslty i really wanted to slap them both. and now they're still stuck in my mind and they keep laughing -_-
i wanted to go outside today to get a game thats really cheap right now, but i don't want to go outside anymore. i could wear a beanie.. but all i have right now is a black winter hat..
does anyone know where i can buy a beanie in holland at this time of year?
oh yeah, and how can i stop caring about these farmers here?
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Those people are a bunch of idiots. You should be allowed to wear your own style of clothes, and color your hair the way you like em to be without being judge or bully for it. There's plenty of places you can buy a beanie from; either online or in an actual stores. Don't worry too much about what other thinks of you and if they laugh at you, bitch at them and retaliate. You have to stand up to yourself and don't let others push you down or belittle you. I'm not suggesting physical violence here, but mostly a verbal thing.2