I am 5'5" and weight 154 lbs. I used to be very smart but when I entered high school my dumb switch turned on and did horrible in my classes. I thought I had friends but they just keep stabbing me in the back. I am SO shy, so when i do something new I always say no, because I am too nervous to meet new people since I have such bad luck with them. This is what causes my parents to react harshly, calling me names, physical activity (pulling my hair, hitting me, grabbing me sometimes resulting in bruises. One time, nthis isn't actually to me but, my dad broke down my door and drilled it off, two different occasions.) and creating mean punishments. I dont know anymore, right now I feel like the fat kid in school is just giving up. So this is me, the dumb, shy, fat, ugly, and damaged kid who really is giving up. Life sucks
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Keep your chin up, beautiful. This is a hard period in your life for a number of reasons. The main reason being that this is a transition period between childhood and adulthood. You're trying to find who you are and adjust to new expectations and responsibilities. Your parents, likewise, are adjusting to their little girl gaining independence and pushing boundaries (my parents reacted harshly as well).
Just hang in there, girl. I recommend finding something creative to participate in, like drawing or acting or singing. It'll help keep your sanity through these years. And I promise it gets better!0