Guys, I am a Christian. I live beside morals. However, I just want to be a bit cut-throat. Just a little bit. LIke extract revenge, do anything to get ahead. How do you deal with these feelings?
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Temptations are a pain aren't they? Writing helps me. I write a letter to God. I tell Him what's bothering me, and why it's bothering me. Rant as much as you need to. Sure, He knows everything, but when we express our frustrations in different forms, writing or talking about it; it helps us process our feelings and thoughts. Then, take a breather, listen to some music, workout, relieve that stress. Go back and re read your letter, remind yourself that negativity, and revenge will satisfy a minuscule part of the problem. Temporary satisfaction that may hurt others, and may result in regret. Instead of, "because I'm a Christian, I can't do ____".
Focus on I am a Christian; therefore, I DON'T want to do ___.
If you dwell on revenge, you will extract revenge.
You're already going the right direction! I pray that you can refocus your thoughts to what is pure and pleasing to God.0