my whole life has been lived through others. I haven't really done or experienced anything Because I've been so protected. I just want to run away from everything college home whatever. Im not really a bad kid but I feel like im wasting my youth I want to do something crazy. I've never been close to anyone outside of my family. I think I want a girl but my family says I need to work on myself and I agree but I feel something's missing I've never had sex or been close to a girl I want to wait till marriage but I feel like im able to hold mY own alone but I don't have anyone to talk to or hangout with any have some sexual tension with I've always been all alone. I've had alcohol what most people like but none of that stuff is fun to me like everyone else. I wish I had a car because I feel trapped. My brothers been all over the world and I haven't left my backyard I just think ill run away I don't know what ill do I have no money but I hate this. Really life is good in the s since im very blessed but im not fulfilled for some reason and always feel lonely lately I never have anyone to talk to and I see others living my life and I can't because im trapped by everything. Im not some adranaline junking but I can't handle this anymore I will just run and see where it gets me?
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Honestly, life is about taking risks. If you see a group of guya talking about aomething you know about, step up and talk with them. Boom now you can start chatting with them more untill you become friends. See a girl who is cute, just go up to her and start a little conversation then get her digits. Maybe the girl likes you, maybe ahe doesn't who knows. But just do it, you will feel a lot better. I read so, ewhere that ita the things we dont dothat we regret and not so much what we did do. Maybe you look like an idiot talking to a girl way out of your leaguebut who cares, maybe she's says yes. You want to be the lead actor in your own life, not a supporting actor. So yes, you will be seen as bad or stupid for what you did but honestly, everyone will forget about it after one minute.0