It's only certain toilets that scare me. The kind of toilets that scare me are outhouse toilets and port-a-potty toilets. I have had this fear of those toilets since I was a little girl. It all started when I was at a park and had to use the bathroom. Since it was a park all that was available were outhouse bathrooms. When I went to use the outhouse toilet there were little brownish worms wiggling around in the outhouse toilet water. It freaked me out so bad that I peed on the floor and took off running out of there. Dark colored toilets scare me too. A friend used to have a black toilet and it was too freaky, like one giant black hole and I had to pee in the sink instead because that toilet scared me too badly. Port-a-potty toilets scare me because it's like a huge hole full of poop and pee and I'm scared that I'm going to fall in if I use them. I would rather pee and poop outside than use an outhouse or port-a-potty toilet or hold it until I can get to a normal toilet. Does anybody else have this fear?
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Yes, I exhibit that same fear.
I often feel that when I flush it... I will get pulled in by some special force leading me off into another dimension.1