How do I forgive myself?
See I won't go into too much detail because the entire story is really long but I think I should give you guys the general set up.
So I liked a girl and she was everything I liked, attractive, intelligent, and funny the whole thing. Well we started talking back in March and I got her number, we started talking and she seemed to really enjoy talking to me. Of course me being the dumbass I am I fucked it up several times. For example making her feel rejected by walking away in the middle of a conversation, not realizing it wasn't over. Then barely talking to her because of the awkwardness.
Of course in May I learned that she had liked me back but I did jackshit and just continued to do nothing. I've barely talked to her since early in the year and looking back now I just can't believe my own stupidity. I have nobody to blame but myself. Me basically fucking it up with the girl of my dreams. I still have to see her everyday but I know she doesn't care anymore and it just kills me inside. I don't know how to forgive myself for this mistake and just move on. Any help would be appreciated.
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did you do that because you were too shy or something? do you have some insecurities as a result of past failure relationships? or you just acted like that for now reason?, because i am too too shy and very insecure as a result of past betrayal, so i might do what you exactly mentioned,0
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