I mean to get away from my self-conscious mind.
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Just start with doing what you want to do, that way if if someone questions you like "why are you doing blah subject?" (sorry for the lame example) You have a reason: "it's something I enjoy / because I want to" and from that you'll begin to realise that the only person who's opinion should matter to you is your own... And maybe the person who pays your wifi ;) jk.
Self-confidence is just about being able to say to yourself im going to do what's right for me and be who I want to be and who cares what people think, they're not me and they don't have to live my life therefore I don't need their opinion.
Sorry I probably just threw you in the deep end with that but hopefully you can et something out of it :)0