I just want someone here. Someone to talk to on long nights and slow days. It seems as if nobody cares anymore. I've lost everybody. Nobody listens to me. My quiet whispers turn into cries for help in my head. I'm a failure. I want to finish school and all I have to do is finish a bit of work but I have no motivation. Nobody to push me forward. Sometimes this causes me to just lay in bed and listen to the static of the TV play like a rhythm as my vision fades into false realities of what I wish life were like. My only friends are here on reddit and they're my two only friends. They're just not enough. I need people here. I'm tired. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm also just plain tired. I wanna lay in bed for years in hope that maybe, just maybe, it'll kill me. I'm afraid to do it any other way. I'm done with fighting.
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People can be surrounded by friends and family but yet , they can still feel alone. Usually when a person feels alone it's because no one can relate to how they are feeling. If you talk to others about how you feel , it's sometimes a case of that they hear you , but they don't understand.
Sometimes in life you just have to learn to be your own best friend. We all need a hug sometimes and someone who will encourage us to keep going, but until that person comes along you have to give yourself what need. Find new interests , so you have more opportunities to meet new people.
If you can't change your situation then you are challenged to change how you respond to it.0