I know a few people that have depression and I see a lot of talk on here about it. I really don't understand it though. They constantly talk about how depressed they are (my theory is that it makes them more depressed). Can someone please enlighten me on this? Because I just plain don't understand the mentality of a depressed person. Any stories or feedback will be appreciated : )
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Well I started feeling this when I was 15 years old. it sucked... i had my first major crush.
He always gave me hints he like me but was string me a long. What hit me hard was the moment I meet his gf! I was so shocked and angry... I lived crying alone and upset... hahah I was like wtf is wrong with me? I never even spoke to him but he kept hinting. I went through this stage like I am just to fat for anyone to like me or I have too many zits or i am not blond. Whatever... then I just kept crying and crying and I didn't know why. I cried for hours and hours everyday... I believe i was crying not bc i love him. But because i thought i was going to be alone forever. i still haven't found a friend or a boyfriend. I use to feel so dead... I still feel dead but I love myself. even I am a little big. lol Of course before my huge crush I was crazy about relationship and after I just felt truly ugly. I wanted to die I still do. I still need help. I still feel scared that I won't make a friend at least that. I love talking to people. But I just stop.1
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