Mine is hurting the love of my life. :(
Most Helpful Girl
This is the guiltiest thing i have ever done.
When I was really really young (7-8 years old) my friends let me see some porn (you know a group of kids full of curiousity met porn by a chance). After that i kept thinking about that and masturbated (while i know nothing about these things). However the worst thing was asked my little cousin to masturbate with me (we both girls). She grew up and forgot that I did that but she started to masturbate a lot (I saw by chance a lot of time).
I feel so guilty because it affects my cousin life. I was so small at that time and I did not understand what I did. Only if I did not let my little cousin involve. She grows older now and she has her knowledge, she has her family notice and teach her what to do (but no one know i was the reason). I hope that she will know to control those actions.
Im still horible and i have felt so giulty my entire childhood. I just want to tell someone because i have kept this for so long. If someone can reply this i will be thankful.0
Most Helpful Guy
.. Christ there are a lot... Short list:
Not learning to stand up for myself earlier in my life and letting all of that violence and abuse build up until it killed a little piece of myself.
Not talking oppenly and honestly with my first girlfriend when the relationship started to go squiff.
Sleeping with the lass I lost my virginity to who was far more experienced than me and blatantly manipulating me at every turn, then sticking with her out of a fucked up sense of duty years after I was aware of the manipulation and she now would as often hit me as talk to me.
Giving up university for that bitch... and not working harder to get a better grade in the first place.
Giving up two good jobs for that bitch.
Letting my last girlfriend go. I still think we would have worked so well if I had tried harder before we were on our last legs and had already lost her trust.
Not taking better care of my health when I was younger.
Not keeping up with hobbies and sports I used to be seriously involved in.. before the bitch. :p0