I do think there's a special woman just for me who I'll spend the rest of my life with, but I'm worried that the inevitable will happen with this one woman.
I get the sense that if I see her again, which is almost certain, I won't be able to control myself.
It's a very long story, but I don't think I would be able to remain faithful.
Does this mean I should remain single for the rest of my life? Do I just not deserve anyone...
Most Helpful Girl
If you can't stay faithful, then being in a monogamous relationship will NEVER work for you.
If you get with a girl, claim to love her, and then fuck another girl - yeah, you're screwed in more ways than one, because few of us can continue to love and respect a person willing to do that. If you really can't control yourself, your only option is to enter an open relationship or get personal counselling.
However I should note few people are into open relationships so it may take a long time to find.2
Most Helpful Guy
There is not one special woman for you. If that were the case, most people would never marry. Our special person would be thousands of miles away and we would never meet.
If you are a happy person, then you could be in a happy partnership with many women. Not every woman, but at least a few thousand. You just need to meet one of them.