I was not a popular girl but I was beautiful. If I am sitting in a bus, a guy will turn his head from his book to look at me. If I happen to make eye contact with someone he'll whip his head away when I don't even really know him. If I go to a conference I'll have some Bulgarian guy tell me I'm a really pretty girl while I smile politely. I know if I meet some guy whether it's at a bus stop or a classroom I can get him to talk to me however long I want. I know if I'm put in a project with someone at some point that guy will end up having a crush on me.
But none of these guys have ever asked me out. In fact, I've never even had a boyfriend because no one has actually taken enough initiative to really get to know me.
I've been feeling a little empty lately. I just want someone to love me for me. None of these guys really mean anything. I love being beautiful and I'm thankful for it, but I think I made it everything in my life to make myself believe I'm better than others, but in reality I'm not.
While I may be smart, there are smarter people. More hard-working people. People who deserve things maybe more than I do. It's confusing.
Most Helpful Guy
Beauty means a lot to bring people together and keep them together,0
Most Helpful Girl
No beauty is not everything, and you shouldn't act like you're better then other people just because you are prettier that makes you shallow. People look for other things other then looks, I like someone with a good personality, kind, sweet, funny, smart, etc.0