Why do I want someone to love me but when someone shows interest get creeped out?

This is so weird.. I'll be so lonely for months and months. I just want to kiss someone, hug and hold hands. Finally after being desperate for so long someone will come along and show a strong interest in me. I'll like them the first week or two but then when they start to want to kiss and hold hands it freaks me the fuck out. It actually makes me cringe and I slowly stop talking to them and am totally fine being alone for a long time. When the cringe stage happens I'm totally happy just being alone, painting and doing my hobbies that I had no interest in when I was lonely. Wtf?


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  • Maybe you like that desire that, that person gives you, but when it actually starts to happen, you get freaked out about it