It's kind of hard to explain, but in a nutshell this year has not been a good year for me. I'm starting to feel like everyday is just the same thing, and that life is just one giant circle. I'm starting to get sick and tired of hanging out with my friends because I'm realizing that some of the things they do can be seen as using me. I went to senior orientation at my school the other day and everybody from last year didn't even bother to say hi to me. Recently I changed my attitude, my appearance, and became an adult. It's kind of depressing to see that everybody who told me that I could never get better doesn't bother to say anything about me changing. I don't expect them to, but I would just like it if somebody would even acknowledge my existence.