I thrive in suffering. That is my demon. You set me on fire and I enjoy it. I want to spread the flame, embrace people, and burn together except it hurts them in ways it doesn't hurt me. That is my demon. I thrive in suffering. And I am always trying to hold that side back. Every day I hold it back. I always hold it back to those I care about. But one belligerent stranger and I want to embrace them, and they will burn, and suffer, while I am laughing on fire. Those are my demons. I am hellborn. :-D
I’m with you man I kinda enjoy pain I like the adrenaline rush
I wonder if that is our curse -- the curse of the thrill seeker, adrenaline junkie. I don't even pretend to know the discomforts of a war veteran. I just know that I prefer a zone of pain and discomfort much, much more extreme than someone who complains about their french fries not being crispy enough.
It’s a curse and I blessing I know I can win most fights and stuff cause my body just becomes pretty much invulnerable as more pain = more adrenaline and anger
@elite665 I am almost exactly the same way, up to a point, except I'm not such a great fighter. :-D It also gave me some edge in sports. I was never necessarily the most physically powerful, but I could summon that sort of adrenaline which could allow me to excel in those critical moments... although I was never very good at any involving great finesse since the adrenaline doesn't help much for that. But especially ones that benefit from explosive power -- I'd excel at -- along with extreme sports. It makes my wiring a bit weird since I don't really have those ordinary kinds of fears people have... or if I do they aren't discouraging me from doing something, but motivating. It becomes a bit problematic at times.
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