What I told you, that I could take away your ability to love?

Anonymous
Personally I would take that trade.
20, virgin, haven't found someone who liked me.
Tried lot of dating apps, places, went on some dates, become a friend of many but when I bring up love, or when I say that I like her, things change, end up with the common answer, that I am not the one.

It's been 4 years, but I haven't heard a girl say yes.
Don't know what is wrong, but I don't care now. Gave up on this shit, at this point no one could take me back in the game.

I am trying to focus on my career, but when I look at my friends, people around me, I get confused.
Yes I am too young, but who knows when I would die. The best thing about it, is that no one would be sad (other then family).

Everyone will live like nothing changed.
All -in-all it's a great trade noone worry about my health, my life, I could try all the extreme sports, without any fear.
I can be the most fearless person cause there will nothing holding me back
What I told you, that I could take away your ability to love?
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