Why I'm jealous of asexual people

[Girlimboredrn]

It's not fair

Most of us have the natural desire to be with someone which starts as early as 13 years old

And then what?

An average person will try multiple times through thier life to find someone to share the life they've been already wasting to find someone with.

THEN only to get divorced or heart broken as a result.

So whats even the point? Why do we have this urge to be with someone?

sex

Yes.

Sex

Whether we have the capability to reproduce or not our bodys want what some of us simply can't have or dont think our bodies need.

Its not love

Yes. I said it. Its not love.

Because

Love is just an illusion

If you are triggered by now I suggest you leave the mytake at this point,but when your relationship has some issues or still can't find one you will remember in bold lettering yourself that LOVE IS JUST AN ILLUSION.

The real power in this world is the temptation of sex,money, and the illusion of love.

I know I'm young as hell, but that certainly does not mean I am an idiot,infact it does not mean I have to endure the heart break and pain most of you adults have to go through.

I would rather be an asexual non reproducing human and hump a tree then be the sexuality I am.

Infact I am ashamed of my sexuality.

I am ashamed the fact I have to feel natural wants and needs of sex and physical contact, its actually embarrassing.

Its a very unwanted trait.

Thats why I envy anyone who is asexual.