What in the world is happening? How can I stop this?

I just can't stop think about this girl, I recorded a vid of her doing dumb stuff and she just looked magnificent in it and her smile was amazing, I don't think I've seen a better smile. Anyway so I'm leaving this school and I want to stop thinking about her because I'm never gonna have a chance with her since I'm moving high schools. She's not perfect but she has flaws that just make her more attractive it's really weird lol. I have a video that I just can't stop watching, I need help badly, I'm probably not gonna delete the video because she's looks so god damn beautiful in it. People keep on telling me to go for her but I'm just too shy and it's ruining me, I need to stop this oh my god, what is happening?
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I'm not a creep, she told me to video her, she took a video of me too also
What in the world is happening? How can I stop this?
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