We were together for about a year and during a dark time in or relationship i cheated. It was a one time thing and he thinks I did it multiple times. He won't believe me when I try to explain and apologize so we are completely over right now. He says he hates me. However, himself is a serial cheater. He has done it in every relationship before me. This is my first time ever, and I'm genuinely remorseful but also taken back with the pot calling the kettle black. I want to wait, but then I feel we are just toxic. by the way, our relationship before this dark period was amazing. I've never lied to him until now and even then I told him about it when he could never even tell his ex's. Can't compare sin to sin but still.