My boyfriend never talls to me or wants to see me but he days he loves me? If he dosnt care why is he in the relationship? I really love him and I dont know how to get rid of him but he's breaking my heart more than i ever thought could ever happen. I'm afraid of him cheating because he tells me he wants other girls and he hates the way i look and his dick won't get hard for me anymore. What's the matter with me? I dont understand why would he stay if he feels all of this? And if he cares why caint he show it. I know I'm gunna get comments about I need to love myself, I used to but he made me hate myself. He was my first boyfriend my first everything.