Months ago (when I was in high school) a very important friend I loved A lot broke up with me (as friends). And thought maybe I just need more friends. Until recently I realized “wait.. I have friends.. 4 real friends who are there for me and have been there for me (I’m in college now) why do I feel empty inside? Why do I still think of my old friend? I have 4 real friends who have been there for me.