Why does it feel impossible to break up? Any advice?

I've been together with my boyfriend for 2 years and I moved in his apartment. We have periods when we are amazingly well, but I just have a gut feeling that he isn't the one. But I truly love him. I realised that he isn't the person I fell in love and my mother and best friend say that something just isn't right. When we argue, he calls me names, after that he apologizes, I feel like he never listens and although our days are ok, I can't imagine having a family with him. But the problem is, when he has an episode of rage, I always tell myself that I will do it, but we are fine the next day.
Why does it feel impossible to break up? Any advice?
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