I have a friend (boy) we argue all the time (every day) and it most always ends in my heart being broken into a million pieces, but somehow we still make up and have happy days too. (Every day) what I don't understand is how I fall in love, get my heart broken, and get it glued back together, all in the same day. EVERY SINGLE DAY. He makes me fall in love over and over agin. And I want him to abandon me and make the pain stop. And there is another side of me that says I should tell him that I caught feelings but I am scared to do that because he could shatter me into a zillion peices and never heal me again.