What can I do to not lose him?

My boyfriend and I have been together going on 19 months, but I’ve been having horrible trust issues and it’s causing a rift between us. He’s moody and distant, he’s typically pretty upfront with things. He’s tired of me not trusting him, which I understand, trust doesn’t come easy to me, I suck at it. We’ve had this problem for awhile now and every time I really do try my hardest to take the plunge. Nothing is worth losing him over so I’ve decided to really just have faith in his intentions and in our love. We decided to stay together but I constantly need reassurance that he actually wants me. He says he’s tired of me asking him questions all the time and that he wants me. Should I just believe him and chill out so that we can bond?
What can I do to not lose him?
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