Is it ok to feel half empty?

I've been watching a lot of anime recently. It's just amazing how beautifully the feelings and emotions of the characters can be delivered and is and always will be totally unique to anime. I often find myself watching some romantic as f*k anime and thinking wow.. If only I could ever have that. Which I believe most weebs do. I'm 17 tho and haven't had a single girlfriend and I've discovered that I'm surrounded by fake friends. I have nobody to open up to and just vent. So as I cry over the beautiful anime i've just seen, the question just hits me again. And I then engulf myself in yet more anime to try and forget that I think I'll never be able to have something as stunning and pure as that. I've tried approaching girls over and over again, without success. What am I doing wrong? I know you don't have to be in a relationship to be happy. And I do love myself and can feel happy spending time alone and just improving this work in progress. But still I feel an empty space in my heart
Is it ok to feel half empty?
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