On my live in boyfriend of 3 years at my girlfriend bachelorette. Its really hard for me to say I wouldn't do it again either... he was... well 20x better than my boyfriend. I can't even be intimate with him anymore. I have to think about that night when we are and I think he's beginning to notice somethings off. I have a feeling someone from the party is going to tell him any day. How can I make this a smooth transition. I know when he finds out its over.
Well maybe he'll forgive me... maybe. otherwise im. already thinking I'm done
So I said fuck it and told him. And by told him I mean text message. He started blowing me up so I just turned my phone off. He should be home by now but yeah... he's not.