What are your thoughts?

I wonna ask my ex boyfriend to marry me, we’ve been apart for around 7 years 🥴. I tried rekindle the relationship about a year ago but he said no because I ghosted him for two years after our break up (😭thanks to my immediate ex boyfriend) and he doesn’t wonna have a relationship and mess up because he’s prone to do that and then I ghost him again. He shows a little affection every now & then and he’s been single for years. I am a bit nervous because I think he maybe think I am crazy to ask. 😭
What are your thoughts?
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