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I'm in love with a gay guy. There was a time when we were in a relationship, before he stops dating girls.
I fell in love with him for the second time. I revealed my feelings to him. He seemed totally fine with it. But I wasn't. I had to cut him out of my life. It was really painful because I didn't really want to do that.
I feel like he's the man of my dreams and I wish I could have his children because I'm so attracted to him on any level: sexually, emotionally, romantically, spiritually, aesthetically..
Even though I don't talk to him anymore, I still can't stop thinking about him. I see him in my dreams every single night 😭.
I would marry him. I feel like I will never meet another guy like him. (I've known him for 14 years). I cry almost every day. I can't stop being so sad. I don't know what else I can do.
He's unique. I'm just fantasizing about him coming under my house saying that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me..😭😭😭 I'm in constant pain.

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Rainbow_Boy

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Well, being a gay man myself, I feel for your pain. I think the main question is whether your friend is truly gay or confused. I've been in a similar situation and have a lot to say about it, but this box is too small for it. ;-)

If you wish, write back to me. Then, learning some more from you about him, I can try to give feedback based on my own experience of being with a girl, then turning gay. We can also do PM or e-mail; your choice...

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I just sent you a message. Since I'm in the US Central Time, I'm 8 hours behind you. So, I will start working soon, but might have more time in 3 hours, when it's around 8 pm (20.00) your time.

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scott04sa22 | 549 opinions shared on Relationships topic.

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I'm sorry he went gay on you but that happened to me with someone else who I knew. Everything was going fine between me and her and by the time I was about asked her the big question on asking her out she came out of the closet and her future wife beat me to her and she asked her out before I did. Trusts me its royally sucks badly and I know exactly what you're going through. The best thing you can do is just move on and eventually someone will come to you when the time is right.

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Im sorry to hear that.. I don't know what can you do relly? sorry really. just spend ur time and brain somewhere else or u go crazy maybe due to think of him..

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He was also the only friend I had.. Now I have no one. Sometimes when I'm alone I imagine that I talk to him and talk out loud without realizing it immediately.
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Dont try to think about him all the time, find something to keep u busy many times..

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He was also the only friend I had.. Now I have no one. Sometimes when I'm alone I imagine that I talk to him and talk out loud without realizing it immediately.