What can I do when I'm in love with my boy bestfriend and he doesn't know?

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I am in love with my boy bestfriend we are from two whole different states, but he left to London to study abroad and meet a girl he met on social media but he doesn't know that I am in love with him; since the first day we met. Yesterday he told me he bought a flight to go visit her next week and he's been pouring his heart out of how much he loves her and it hurts so much. Now I can't stop comparing myself to the girl because she's beautiful and she gets to meet Davon before me. What can I do to stop feeling self conscious about myself and the sad feeling that he's with her and not me?
What can I do when I'm in love with my boy bestfriend and he doesn't know?
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