I needed to rant..

Girlimboredrn
I needed to rant..

ignore the house I don't know who's it is

Everybody is complaining because they're broke Everybody is mad because they can't get hired. So WHY didn't you have an abortion if you already know life is hard?
I myself believe i should of been aborted. But here i am. And the only reason I have a chance in life is my boyfriend who himself is financially stable and actually wants to take care of me.
Im a kid who has been abandoned by thier whole family My parents are dug addicts and want nothing to do with my ass. I have now idea how to make money and no one's trying to hire my ass. I had no one teach me how to make money. Im not gifted. Im not beautiful. Since i dont have those two things im pretty much fucked for the rest of my days if i EVER want to consider doing anything on my own. Im always in fucked up sitations whether im loosing a home, getting abused, or betrayed.
Why wasn't i aborted? I mean my parents dont even want me. I have done nothing wrong to anyone but people look at me like im a piece of shit. Like why the fuck do people know life is going to be difficult but have children. If you do, knowing this. You are a selfish ass motherfucker. People say those who dont have kids are selfish. YOU are selfish. I am a living testimoney trying to say that HEY abortions are actually okay, because I for one should of been aborted obviously. I don't know why i haven't died yet.
Im useless. Im a average ass person. I dont have what it takes do anything in my life let alone do the bare minimum like I don't know get a fucking job for teenagers. At this point idek if im going in the system or not lol I've been dodging cps for about a year now I personally think i wasted space. Either that then yes, my boyfriend is my only shot at this point lol
I've always wanted to kill myself
But i was always afraid of death.
But if i finally get the guts to just do everyone a favor. I want a tomb stone to either say two things "A reasonable suicide"
Or "This is why we need abortions"
Its luck i haven't died yet tbh, but damn why not me? Lol

I needed to rant..
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