Ughhh it makes me feel so sad sometimes because I really really want to be in a relationship. I really long for a companion. And many times I've been approached by guys who wanna date me but they are not virgins and want sex to be a part of the relationship which I totally understand but I can't give that to just anyone.
I have to wait for marriage and that's just too much. Most young guys approaching have no interest in marriage at least not for another 6 / 7 years later. Then there's older guys who approach me but they aren't compatible with me, we are so different and sometimes not to be rude but I don't find myself very attracted to the older guys. Like 29/30+ years old.
It's so so tempting to date the young guys who I get crushes on and sometimes they show mutual interest, ex. Ask me out on dates but what's the point if it's going to lead to nothing for either one of us because we're not on the same page. Why is it so hard? Dang it