This is why i wonder sometimes. To me love is absolute and eternal. Between my friends, my family, my lover, and even my God. I stand by it. I believe in hope. I believe in doing the right thing for righteousness sake. Am i too strong or forward? Is following my God too much for others? It is so simple and i try to follow it. I try to help others. I help people who are beaten down. Yet when i think i have friends who are they same way they abandon me. Im left with no one. Am i ever going to be happy? Do i need to be hateful and cold and hurt others in order to be respected?