How do you understand what Jesus said here?

He said "I do not seek my own honour but there is one who seeks it."

I was thinking maybe I lost my job cause God wanted me to work somewhere better and He knew I would never leave my job willingly since I was so committed to it

Also maybe the guy I like rejected me cause God wanted me with somebody with fewer problems than him - the guy I like had a disability and that was one of the reasons he was so desperate for a girlfriend - I wanted to help him and I also thought he was very attractive and smart but he had a physical issue that drove most females away - I didn't care too much about it since high status men tend to be abusive and I would rather have somebody who isn't a jerk even if he is broke

I wonder if God has plans for me to be very successful and happy
How do you understand what Jesus said here?
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