I'm almost 24, I've been through a lot in life, good and bad. I thought I experienced a "spiritual awakening" in the past few years. I've just experienced a shift in my default thought patterns, taking account for more nuance in life, things are more colorful now, metaphorically of course. Anyway I hear other people talk about spirituality even older folks, honestly they sound like crackpots to me sometimes. I don't feel enlightened or like my energies are aligned or that the world is manifesting positive outcomes just because of my state of mind. I'm not even convinced I have a soul, I still grapple with the concept of love but I see evidence now and again. Am I missing something or are other people just wacky and over enthused about spirituality.