First off let me say be happy with your sexual orientation. If you like transexuals, or any other gender it's 100 percent ok. If you like them and you're happy with it... Then there's no need to read this myTake.
This is for people who are the opposite, who aren't happy with it but have an... addiction.
Alright so let me start off by saying, yes, straight people do like transexuals.. It sounds complicated but let me explain how I ended up liking them.
Ok so a few years back i didn't even like transexuals, I liked lesbians. By now some of you already know where this is going.
Manly figures did not, and do not look appealing to me, period.I love a woman's figure, but in lesbian pornography they use objects such as .. strap ons right? When I watched this, it was fine but I only had 2 problems.
1. A lot of girls pretend to be enjoying themselves in porn, because they really just do it for the money.
So when I was watching it, I could spot when a girl wasn't really enjoying it.. When she's doing too much over every little thing. When I watch pornography I like for the people I'm watching to actually enjoy themselves and not just put on a show for people who are watching.
2. It wasn't realistic. They had purple, silver, pink strap ons and the girl with the strap was moaning as if it was real or something. You know she really couldn't feel anything and thats another reason you could tell they were just putting on a show.. The other girl might've felt something but the girl with the strap was really just faking it all.
So here's what i did: I discovered transexual pornography. In my mind, I see a female figure. So I basically see lesbians having sex, but they can actually feel it. They can't fake anything because ... well nothing's fake, or strapped on. They're really orgasming, and you can see it.
But here's the problem with that.
Watching all this transexual pornography, trying to replace it with lesbian pornography, you begin to prefer it over lesbian pornography. You start liking women with actual penises, and eventually you start developing a craving for penis. Now, all this going on, you're still not attracted to a male figure, but you've developed a secret like for male genitalia. You don't like it on a male figure, you like it on a female figure.
But you soon come to realize... women.. don't have male genitalia.. at least women who were born women. Only men have male genitalia, or transexual women. So you start questioning yourself.
"Am i gay?"
"Am i bi sexual?"
"What am i?"
You get confused and start wondering what you are. I can't speak for everyone because everyone's different. But no, you're not gay. You're perfectly straight. You just like lesbian pornography so much, you take it to the next level. You actually try to see if a male figure starts to look appealing to you and it doesn't (for some), but you still like the genitalia so it's so confusing.
But actually I got so deep into this thinking I was turning gay that I looked online and there was a survey saying, gay men DON'T like transexuals, they only find male figures attractive. Although, bisexual men, pansexual men, and straight men do. So at the very least, you're not gay.. you may be bi or something but not gay. Other than that, you're a straight male who has a fetish for penis, that's all.
You're not gay.
A woman liking other womens breast doesn't make her a lesbian. She just likes breasts.
So you can keep watching the transexual pornography, and don't feel guilty. If something gives you pleasure.. then.. give in to it, you only live once why hold back all that pleasure give in to it...I did and I'm happy with myself.
Also, if you find penises attractive on male, female or anyone, believe it or not, it really doesn't make you gay. There's a high chance you may be bi, but gay? No. You still find women attractive, so you're not gay. Gay men don't find women attractive, well sexually attractive. It just means you like penis which is fine. Put it this way, how girls like big butts on guys... we all know that, but majority or girls have bigger butts then men, doesn't make them lesbian.
Some guys like penises on women, but.. majority of penises are on men. Doesn't make you gay
I hope this helped. I wish I was told this when I first started watching transexuals and penises. If you have any questions or something you want to talk and are too embarassed or something, just tell me to message you and I will. I looked a lot of this up, so I know a lot about it.
Men liking transexuals is a lot more common than you think, and its nothing to be ashamed of or worried about. And women, if you found out your man has a thing for transexuals and are worried, you can ask me to message you and I will or I'll tell you here it doesn't matter. But life's too short. Do what you love doing to what you love doing it to.