Looking back, I should have known that things didn't add up. I gave away something that meant a lot to me, to someone who didn't deserve my love...
I grew up in a religious family, that believed that sex should only happen after marriage. By the time I was 24, I still hadn't found anyone that I wanted to pursue a serious relationship with. Until I met Nick. Nick was so easy-going, and romantic and made me feel amazing. Whether it was just watching a movie or just grabbing a burger, it was so fun all the time!
4 months into us dating, I thought I had found the perfect guy. Although he was pushing for sex, I kept my boundary- but when he said he loves me and started talking about marriage, I was hooked. We had sex, and I thought that I would be with Nick for the long run. But that wasn't the case.
Nick and I were sitting at a restaurant one evening, and he left to use the restroom. Regularly he always had his phone on him, but he left it at the table. I watched it vibrate a few times, and my curiosity got the best of me. I scooted the phone closer and saw a preview of a text pop up. "Miss you babe, do u like the pic?". I tried to calm myself down, but there was no stopping me. I grabbed his phone, and started to scroll through the messages. There were pics, sexting, "I love you" exchanged. In fact the messages were as raunchy as before Nick was in my life, as to how they were now.
I could hear Nick walking up to me. I put the phone down and looked up at him. "Whats wrong babe?" he asked. All I wanted to do was wipe that smirk of stupidity off of his face. "Who the h*ll is Vikkie?" my voice trembled. "She's just a crazy stalker, she doesn't even live here- she is always sending me messages". I got up and replied "oh so you tell your stalker that you love her?". Nick jumped up, "why you looking through my phone!". He was more angry that I found out than knowing that he was about to lose me. I walked out and that was it.
I cried for such a long time, that I had given away my virginity to a selfish loser who was stringing me along. It took a lot out of me to get through it. But eventually I did. I can talk about how I regret it, or how skewed my judgement is. But I learned a lesson, and I hope that karma gets him.
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