I know this view of mine is weird. So I am a virgin by choice not by religion. I define virginity as never had vaginal sex.
I have that view to save myself for marriage, in my opinion I think is very romantic for him to carry me to bed on our wedding night knowing that he is the first and hopefully the only one that get to be in my pussy. He is the guy that transform me from a girl to a women, his women. And that is how I distinguish between boyfriend and husband.
Now you might start to say what if we are not sexually compatible and there's lots of people out there that say "you can't not test drive a car before buying" and I totally agree with you. I want someone that meet all my sexual need too. That is where the twist is.
I am not as innocent as most might assume, I am very open to sexual idea. When I am in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship, I would love to have oral sex (I could use better words but just trying to keep it a bit formal here ;) ) with them all the time because I actually enjoy it. I would have anal sex with them, that is how I would know we are sexually compatible or not. I am not against toy plays as long as nothing in my pussy before marriage. That is why my box of toys (yes i do have a box of toys) is just anal toys, clit stimulators, nipple clamps and gag balls. Ps that is exactly the box I have ;)
I guess my point is I am very open sexually, I have many sexual fantasies and there's not much out there I would not try (only scat play I won't go there). But I only want to do it with my future husband.
I also don't have that view that my future husband needs to be virgin (in fact I would much prefer him have some sexual experience so he knows what I can do to please him).
So what do you guys think of this view? It is weird? Are there anyone out there with similar views?