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Hello folks. I am sure most of you tried out virtual sex, at least once, and wile some of you find it entertaining, others don't understand what's exciting about it.
Today I decided to share part of my story. I believe is not that important, I also believe it may help you understand yourself better, or the ones that are deep down into virtual sex.
Everything started 10 years ago. I was a horny 19 years old virgin with a lot of insecurities related to sex. I never had a girlfriend or anything close, and my parents had enough money to pay for the internet service until I was almost 19. Time after the idea of exploring my sexuality online grew, and I finally gave into that desire. I use to spend hours chatting online, and at first I couldn't even get a girl, I was pathetic at it, just like in real life. After connecting often to the same chatroom I became better, an online player. There I understood how powerful words are, and how sweet is lust.
Little did I know about the rabbit whole I was getting into. I saw women's from all the region I live in, they liked me, they lusted me "this is perfect" I use to tell my self. Years passed, and I began my first serious relationship. She was everything I wanted in a woman, back then. A few months after dating we became official, and just then I knew she was virgin (from her own words, I didn't care, and didn't ask her). The first months were awesome, I still remember them. Afterwards things came out to be confusing between both of us. I couldn't understand why she didn't wanted to do anything sexual, after teasing me, and she couldn't understand why I gave it so much importance. I took the dumb decision of having virtual sex behind her back (not even that she wanted to do), until I confess it to her. In my mind I thought it wasn't serious as having sex with someone. The only problem was: she didn't think the same. Months later she did exactly the same to me, the relation turn out to be unstable, so we decided to break up. Both of us had our share of experience. We still had more to learn. She was my first girlfriend, and I her first boyfriend. We are now acquaintance.
When we break up, I knew it was for the best, we stayed in touch during several occasions, and we slowly stop having any contact. During all that time I felt depress and without the will to go trough long conversations only to have sex cam. I didn't wanted to just jerk off neither, there is when I start using cam chats, like Omegle. First I tried to use the same method like in the chat rooms, you know, ask age, nationality, and I realized that in Omegle and similar websites things are spontaneous, there is no chance for a short conversation in most cases. I came out with the genius idea of flashing my dick. That actually worked, in part because my penis is above average. Expressions like: "OMG, it's big, it's huge..etc" I've heard every time I did sex cam. Those words don't have any effect over me anymore, and my reasons to quit virtual sex it's stronger than ever. After some twisted minded experiences I had on Omegle and similar websites, there is nothing more I want than to end entirely my dependency on sex cam. I've tried sexting, I tried 3D sex with avatars, and sex cam is by far my thorn.
One of the things that influenced my decision to have sex cam were "porn videos of girl reactions to big dicks". I really thought it was a cool idea to put into practice, and after years, I discovered the bright side, and the very dark side of sex cam. I did sex cam with women of almost all ages, from many, many countries. In most cases I didn't even knew their age. I only became interested in seen pussies, boobs, and ass, I went that low, and on my way I discovered an underworld in Omegle, and there, the most creepy people I've ever met: "guys streaming child pornography (like if it was a fucking advertisement), guys asking for underage porn, old men's looking for little girls, incest videos, zoophilia, a zoophillic woman that looked normal at the beginning (until she asked me if I have a dog, wile she was all naked), guys into cuckold...For fuck sake, many things you can find in the DSM V. I even saw kids naked, and I mean kids who are not even teens yet, and who I skipped fast as a bullet. I barely login to Omegle now, is one of those websites you wanna avoid, at the same time, it feels like a magnet since a lot of 18-19 years girls old use the website, however, what I experienced there surpass my attachment to the website. I met evil, pure evil, and I saw it. For me it's still hard to imagine that in a legal website all type of illegal things are going on. I had the idea that those things happened only in the dark web, and no, it happens in legal websites. The worst part is that Leif K-Brooks, the creator of Omegle, don't give a rip. His website is a nest of delinquents, where thousands of underage go to have the fun they think they will find.
I am still struggling with sex cam addiction. I've learned to control it better, and understand from where that hunger comes from, but there is still a long way to go.
My final advice: don't let your pleasures turn into an obsession. Be careful, what you consider a harmless pleasure could become a living hell. Call it sex cam, going to party during weekends, smoking, etc..
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