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From the previous Mytake about being an exhibitionist, there was a time that I crave something new myself. Masturbating has been fun but I was looking for something more exciting and since sex wasn't an option. I went on to some random sex chatting rooms in various website just for fun and it was pretty new to me. I did get some massages in those rooms asking for camming, wanting to see my boobs, wanting to lick me and made me cum, etc. I got excited with those so many lewd texts to the point that I did try it twice.
At first it was a website that allow hundreds of people to share pictures and links and many sexual stuff together in one room and if anyone is interest in one another, you can reach out to that person individually. At first I accidently click the camming button by accident ( my face wasn't in it of course) and I end up getting lots of attentions asking for me to open my camera again. I was horny and as an exhibitionist, I did open my camera and masturbated to hundreds of strangers, the rawness of my orgasm glowing through their screens. They saw the juice leaked from my pussy, my tits and me cumming. It was fun, but the risk still got me thrill so I stopped right after.
The second time I tried cam was a month after the first I guess, with another website that would shuffle me around with random guy, its a one to one camming, the camera was focusing on my boobs as the first thing the other side will see, and yes got guys swipe passed me couples of times before I end up with an Italian guy, neither of us shown our face in the camera, I saw only from his mouth to his pants lol. We texted instead of talking, and we exchanging lewd words while masturbating to each others till we came. I did came like 3 times before i left.
I was just going along with what they wanted because I was pressured into it either by the other person, or by society, or by myself. In all of those situations, I told myself I had seduced them, ergo I needed to have sex with them. I bring up my confidents about my body, and for with someone with Sexual trauma, i think it would help you with that as a con. Sexual Trauma tells you that you’re never safe, that your body has no value, that you don’t deserve to have control over it. I felt the same but not as much to call mine a trauma. So camming was just for fun, it helped in a short period of time, but i would want to risk my privacy for fun again. But i do recommend you as a new experience especially for who is into exhibitionist.
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