Those of you who’ve been following me for a while will know that I am not the women you see in my profile picture, or at least not entirely (I swapped my face with a female model using FaceApp) but rather a man (well hardly but technically I am male) who wishes he were born a girl also known as a transgender person. I’ve always been this skinny beta male who would’ve made a better girl. I’m 21 now and have tried to be more of a man many times but it just doesn’t feel right, like I’m lying to myself and trying to be something I’m not. Like I’ll do something like go out for some pints (drinking) with my mates then go to a night club to meet some girls (never happens) but checking some out whilst imagining myself as one of them in a sexy tight dress, makeup and heels.
Anyway if you want to know more about what else gives me gender dysphoria, read some of my other posts. Now with that out of the way I’ll explain the conflict I have within myself.
On the one hand I do want to transition as I am certain that I will be happier as a woman and would make quite the attractive one however on the other hand trans acceptance is on the decline (thank you far leftists! Who make LGBT people look like nutters who want children to be castrated and pedophilia to be accepted as normal), many women don’t want trans women in their toilets, which is fair enough if you’re talking about some big masculine guy in a dress but I doubt someone who has less testosterone than even some of the most beta of guys would be do any harm to a biological woman. And as well as that there is the simple fact that I cannot deny which is that I will not be a real woman (although this wouldn’t be a major problem if I were treated like and recognised (by those who don’t know me) as a real woman. And finally whilst my friends and family would be accepting, they would have trouble coming to terms with the changes so I haven’t come out mainly because it’s easier and I’d rather stay in my comfort zone.