Are there any other bisexuals out there struggling with their sexuality, and can a guy really be bisexual?

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I think I've recently come to terms with the fact that I'm a bisexual male. All of my life I've considered myself a "straight" guy. I've always been attracted to women, I've dated them, and I've had great sex with them. I'm not a feminine or effeminate guy, and I don't outwardly display any steoreotypical traits that generally make people think that a guy is "gay." Throughout my teen years and most of my adult life, I've jerked off to lesbian porn because I find two women having sex a huge turn-on.

All of that being said, back in high school I developed a crush on a male friend (we lost touch since then) that I never acted on. I had really vivid sex dreams about him, which I remember enjoying. I shrugged it off then as just another side effect of puberty, and since then I've never really felt that way about another guy. But I always had that nagging feeling of would I ever actually like being with a guy in a sexual way?

I recently came out of a long-term relationship with a girlfriend of mine, and those feelings from high school came back. Being single for the first time in a long time, I decided to try it out. I hired a male escort, and we went out for dinner and then back to a hotel. He had an amazing body, and the minute he took his clothes off and I saw his huge cock I got instantly hard. We gave each other blowjobs, which I really enjoyed, and then had anal sex. It was passionate, animalistic, and some of the hottest sex I've ever had.

Now I'm just so confused. I didn't want to enjoy sucking cock, but I do. I didn't want to enjoy fucking a guy in his ass, but I do. But I still feel like I enjoy sex with women. And although I've watched gay porn and like it, lesbian porn (especially girl-on-girl oral) still turns me on more.

So I guess what I'm asking is, can a guy really be bisexual? I feel like both straight and gay people see being "bisexual" as a cop-out for those who are really gay but can't get themselves to admit it.

I'd appreciate opinions from both guys and girls on this one. Thanks!
Are there any other bisexuals out there struggling with their sexuality, and can a guy really be bisexual?
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