How can I STOP being attracted to my sister?

I know I'm sick but hear me out. I'm 19 and she is 21, both us lives together with our parent. Our family is Turk. So this is how it started, about a week ago, my older sister somehow knew the password for my laptop and logged in while I was away. She found out I was watching incest porn, I know she logged in and saw this because I have not completely shut down, and I checked the history of my laptop, and it is all deleted. I don't remember deleting my history, so it must of been my older sister. Now all of the sudden my older sister starts to flirt with me, and but I said don't because eventually we will get caught by our parent. So like 4 days ago, my parent went to friend's wedding party, me and my older sister did not want to go. So we were alone at night, watching a movie, I was breathing heavily because she was sitting next to me, kissing my neck, then we start to French kiss then all of the sudden she stroked my penis, she smiled and told me to show your penis so I did and she gave me a blowjob, and then she told me if I had a condom to have sexual intercourse with her, I said I don't, but too shy to buy a condom, she told me she'll buy it for me. So yes, I think I am going to be losing my virginity to my sister. She is 5"6 compared to me 5"10. She has 34b breast size, black hair (curly and straight on some parts), hazel eyes, olive skin. She has slim upper body, toned long legs. Her eyebrow, eyes, cheek, lips to chin is just so beautiful to look at, I always I feel like kissing that wet tasty lip. I know, you might say, go find another girl that is attractive as her, but my sister beauty is rare to find, I can't think of any celebrity that is just as beautiful as my sister. I love the way she smiles, love her eyes, the way she talks and her stunning body. I feel guity, and wished I backed away from the start because I am a Muslim, and wanted to be committed to it, and also how will I have a wife after what my sister and I did? Please help, thank you for reading.
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  • If you don't want to do anything sexual with her, then you need to tell her. If you go further with this it will be harder to stop.
    Tell her no, and if she keeps trying to touch you then that is assualt.

    I think you should also consider going to a therapist to talk about this. You sound like you have a big attraction to her, but you also sound like you don't want to. Talking to a trained therapist will be better than talking to people on the internet. The therapist will know how to help you, and they will not be able to tell anyone so you don't have to worry about your parents or sister finding out.

    In the mean time, you should try to avoid being home alone with her. Try to go out more, see if you can stay at a friend's house for the weekend, etc.

    • But if I tell that to the therapist will she report the police because incest is illegal? How do I trust them?

    • When you go to the therapist for the first visit, ask about the confidentiality laws. But if you tell the therapist that you are trying to avoid having sex with your sister, then the therapist will see that you're trying to not break the law and you're trying to get help.

Most Helpful Guys

  • Well, as long as you want to have sex with her and you think you will enjoy it, then go ahead and have sex with her, since it sounds like she definitely wants to have sex with you. After you have had sex with her, post back here and describe how it went.

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  • Please tell me that you're not related by blood.
    At least step siblings.
    Or that you're a troll.

    • No, unfortunately she is related by blood to me. I know, the thing we did was so wrong and I feel so guity when I think about it, but my sister wants me, and seduces me. I told her that it is wrong because we are fully related, she told me she doesn't care about that.

  • Inb4 LSU..

  • Cool story 1/10 for attempt

  • thats fuked dude, I don't know what to say

  • I don't think your sister's beauty is rare. Is she more beautiful than Marylynn Monroe?

  • You want to fuck ur sister, it's sick. Tell someone on her,... Or just fuck her... She already sucked ur dick, just fuck her now.

  • Waiot whart...

  • seek help incest is against the law and before it lands you in a heap of trouble seek the right help for your condition.

    • So tell me the name of the condition that I have?

  • This is such a troll. If you had any sense you would have told your parents.

    • Telling to my Muslim parents? Hell no

  • Unless she is your stepsister this totally wrong, you should stop while you can and find someone else quick

  • I smell serious trolling here

  • It's simple, just stop being attracted to her. It's messed up.

  • This is so sick... find someone else that isn't blood related!

  • okay I won't read the details but go and get some pussy bro