Why does my boyfriend not want me to get a boob job even if he loves big boobs?

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I have thick legs with a nice butt (I work my butt out religiously) and a slim waist, and my biggest insecurity is my small chest (32b.)
I know for a fact my boyfriend likes big boobs.
He used to save pictures of celebrities, models etc with huge boobs, whenever he watches porn it's always something about the girl having big boobs, he had a one night stand before he knew me and she had massive tits, but none of his ex girl friends did.
So clearly, he's not shallow and dates women for their personality but clearly he loves big boobs.

I became so insecure after I found this out and it drives me and him nuts. Don't get me wrong my boyfriend is very sweet. for example, this is how my insecurity drives both me and him nuts.

He called me today saying that he was staring at my pictures and that he missed me so much. He said he was staring at my instagram pictures (he doesn't do instagram but he knows my user id). But I know he's went on instagram specifically to look at other girls with huge tits (he doesn't know that I know). So I said things like "you sure you didn't log on to look at other girls?" and just stupid things like this.

He also always tells me that I'm beautiful and that I look good but I always feel like he's lying and "being nice."

I have been looking into fat transplant (inject fat out of unwanted parts of your body and transfer into your breasts) so it will feel and look natural (cause it's just adding fat instead of putting a foreign object into your boobs).
He is against it and says "I don't need it," even though he clearly loves big chested girls and I'm not big chested (32b).

guys, can you explain? also what do you think about this overall situation?
Updates:
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He also tells me that he loves my beautiful face and that he thinks my body is incredibly fit and attractive, i have a lot of guys who hit on me and that will make me feel confident temporarily. But the. Ill just think about the girls in the pictures he saved who were big chested and that will upset me again..
Why does my boyfriend not want me to get a boob job even if he loves big boobs?
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